The Mundanity

Isn't life mundane ?

So many random things - so seemingly organised for you, to follow, to be that sheep in the herd, to be a "good" person, to "earn" a living. My life seems to be going in a straight line, too much. One time, I get fucking bored with it, Another time, I get fucking excited. 

These days, I'm finding few moments of excitement, the mundane is beginning to take over. It's the same stupid routine everyday, wake up, exercise (may be), eat, work, talk, support others, sleep. Mundane as hell. What a waste of existence.

What the fuck is the point of life anyway ? Is it just a time and just endure it ? Ok, some people say there is no fucking point, and it's just "life" and you are asking a wrong question. Honestly, I don't care. It's too mundane & pointless for me. 

Don't get me wrong, I am not suicidal or anything like that, It is just fucking boring. Just a series of days where you keep doing something that you like or forced to do something that you don't like and one day nature sneezes and you are gone. Alright, animals just do these things like they are programmed to do it, may be they are or they aren't conscious of it, may be humans have the possibility of being conscious about it, and may be humans become conscious sometimes. But, what the fuck is all this ?! Kya chutiyapa hain.

In these modern times, the paths you can take in life seem so made for you. You have to get educated for 20+ years in random knowledge to start earning a living. And then after, become a cog in the economic wheel & produce offsprings which go through something similar. Isn't it such a waste of human life & potential ! Why is human survival become such complicated process that you have to spend 50% of your life just to  find a means of survival? Or is just me ? I feel bad that my little daughter has to go through something similar. And, I feel either me or she will have little power to come out of this rat race. Stupidity.